Friday, September 28, 2012

I miss this... :(
 
So it's 2:40am you know it, and it's been a while since I've written anything on here. Well right now I'm the single bisexual girl with nothing. Like, no friends with benefits, no sorta girlfriend, no girlfriend, no flirting friend. I'm single as fuck and I'm hating it. And yes I will bitch about it, because I always end up single and I don't like it. I'm willing to committ to a girl if she really likes me, but I just keep getting ignored and looked over and told I'm liked and then they go get a boyfriend like what the fuck? I mean, a girl will call me her babe and then two days later I call her like "Hey cutie whats up :) " and she's like "oh, I'm hanging out with my boyfriend-" uhh what the fuck? I'm always hurt, I really can committ to a girl and I wish a girl would see that, my last girl didn't really appreciate me but we fought a lot and I wasn't the best I should have been. I didn't control my anger problems and I lost someone who loved me, but she did wrong too. Well, I'm looking for a new girl to give my love and attention to and I'm shit out of luck. I wish I could find a girl who likes me because I did find someone but because I told her certain stuff she started ignoring me cuz it turned her off. Well I don't know what to do, I am a loyal, faithful girl and I would love to share a relationship with someone. I would love to find that girl. And I'm not gonna lie, I have flaws, I have an anger problem I am increasingly getting better at learning how to control, but I have a heart and I want to share it with somebody. </3

Monday, September 3, 2012

Quick Question

It's 2:14 in the morning so fuck it! I'm soooo tired of being played by beautiful girls, I mean is it even possible to find one beautiful girl that honestly likes me and doesn't wanna screw me over? No? That's what I thought. Is anyone else out there struggling with juggling women? Baha I sorta rhymed that, but anyways seriously is anyone else dealing with major player bitches????